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[mediumdrip]

Kurt and i went to hospital together.

Now cant find him. so many people here. dont know where he is. tought hed be next me.

cant get up to look.

anyone seen him/



[ooc; Blaine is pretty bad, so all typos in post and comments are IC. Also, Blaine wouldn't be replying as quickly as I do, so there will be lots of notes about time stamps in subject lines. If you want to do some action threads for character you might be sick or tending the sick? Blaine's been put in quarantine and will be pretty sick, but I'm always up for action threads.]

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[showbizpanache]

I don't know, honey. This is up to you.

[He kisses the top of Blaine's head.] But I'll help you. We'll go slowly, okay?

[mediumdrip]

[Blaine groans softly] Kay.

[showbizpanache]

[He thinks for a moment.]

Want to know the first moment I knew I was in love with you? Not the silly crush I had before. I mean really in love.

[mediumdrip]

Yes...

[showbizpanache]

After the GAP attack. When I finally saw you being more flawed, more human. I realized you weren't this--this perfect Disney prince I'd thought you were, and I wasn't disappointed at all.

[He kisses Blaine's cheek again.] It just made me fall harder for you.

[mediumdrip]

[Blaine groans a bit]

That...

That was the day I realized I could break your heart.

[showbizpanache]

It was only because I gave it to you completely.

[He starts petting Blaine's hair again.] Heartbreak happens, Blaine. And I'm no stranger to it. I'm sure you aren't either. It happens, but it doesn't make you a horrible person. It just...makes you a person. You know?

[mediumdrip]

Never wanted to hurt you.

Not you.

[showbizpanache]

But it's okay, Blaine. I forgive you. I love you. And you can't go on like this.

[mediumdrip]

Never could...

[showbizpanache]

Never could what?

[mediumdrip]

Go on.

I don't know what I'm saying. [He sounds like he might start to cry] Don't know what I'm doing.

[showbizpanache]

Shh...

[Kurt lifts Blaine's hand to his lips and kisses it.]

Listen to me. You're amazing. Why else would I have chased you for so long? Why do you think I bought that silly ring?

You're here. You're right here with me and you're getting better. You're letting go. You're moving on. And I'm helping you.

Because that's what partners do.

[mediumdrip]

Yes. [He moved to hold onto Kurt] Partners.

I want to be your partner, Kurt.

[showbizpanache]

You already are. [Kurt laughs gently, holding Blaine.] Silly.

[mediumdrip]

[Blaine just nods a bit.]

[showbizpanache]

How do you feel?

[mediumdrip]

Horrible.

[showbizpanache]

[Kurt sighs. Well, he knew this wasn't going to be easy. And Blaine doesn't have someone like Death helping him. He straightens up then moves to sit against the headboard, offering his lap as a pillow for Blaine.]

Here, come on.

[mediumdrip]

[Blaine curls up and puts his head against Kurt's legs.]

[showbizpanache]

[He's quiet for a while, just stroking Blaine's hair. The position invokes a memory from the year before, when they'd first been drawn into the Port.]

Remember when we first arrived here?

[mediumdrip]

Yes.

[showbizpanache]

Do you remember what happened? What I did?

[mediumdrip]

Mm. Yeah.

[showbizpanache]

It was so hard to forgive myself for that. It took me so long. But I had to do it, I had to come to terms with it, Blaine--or I could never move on.

It was for you, yes, but it was also for me. You can't survive if you hate yourself. You just can't.