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sirenspull2012-03-01 03:50 pm
harriedosborn) wrote in sirenspull2012-03-01 03:50 pm
4; voice; instantly regrettable post
So.
[ He's speaking a little slowly, the bitterness properly enunciated in the slight tipsy slur to his voice. ]
… You know. I wasn't going to think anything of it, I have way better things to be working on and thinking about, but the more I think about it the more it's really burning me up. I mean, I really wasn't going to think anything of it but then--
[ He clicks his tongue and pauses to take another sip of whatever he's drinking. ]
I think that's really great. Really. My dad never remembered my birthday and he always blamed it on the leap year, but -- but my birthday's the twenty-eighth, that's just bullshit, right? I -- I, um -- it's so stupid, I don't even know if they remember either because I'm pretty sure I'm supposed to be dead--
[ There's a clink as something breaks, and apparently spills as well. ]
Oopsie. What was I saying? Oh -- no, the worst part is I forgot about my birthday too! [ He laughs a little, quiet and forced and slightly whimpery. ] Usually Liz says it to me in the morning, but…
'm not sure what I'm trying to say actually. I'm just giving myself a headache.
[ He's speaking a little slowly, the bitterness properly enunciated in the slight tipsy slur to his voice. ]
… You know. I wasn't going to think anything of it, I have way better things to be working on and thinking about, but the more I think about it the more it's really burning me up. I mean, I really wasn't going to think anything of it but then--
[ He clicks his tongue and pauses to take another sip of whatever he's drinking. ]
I think that's really great. Really. My dad never remembered my birthday and he always blamed it on the leap year, but -- but my birthday's the twenty-eighth, that's just bullshit, right? I -- I, um -- it's so stupid, I don't even know if they remember either because I'm pretty sure I'm supposed to be dead--
[ There's a clink as something breaks, and apparently spills as well. ]
Oopsie. What was I saying? Oh -- no, the worst part is I forgot about my birthday too! [ He laughs a little, quiet and forced and slightly whimpery. ] Usually Liz says it to me in the morning, but…
'm not sure what I'm trying to say actually. I'm just giving myself a headache.
action!!!
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[ He rubs his temple. ]
I just told you I tried to kill someone!
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Do you want me to think less of you?
action!!!
[ Frustrated noise. He buries his face in his hands again. ]
Maybe?! It's like -- like I'm in some kind of surreal cloud dimension where nothing matters, and it can't not matter, I've -- my God, how are we supposed to ever be friends again?
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I just want to help you guys. You're both my friends.
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[ a pause and. god. fuck it. leaning over to give him a hug. ]
action!!!