six ;; voice

[thequarterback]

[No video this time. Voice only. He wasn't even going to bother with that. This was originally text, but he feels confident enough right now to speak. Video is just out of the question though. There's no chance of that right now]

I just have one question, you know, something I've been sorta wondering about. [He's trying to keep his voice steady and his tone light, but he can't seem to really bring much life to it] Go ahead and ignore me if this is too personal or whatever, but how do you deal with death? [He pauses] I mean, there's been that stuff on the news about vampire attacks and people dying and everything. So it just got me thinking, I guess. [That's not how he started thinking about it at all] I mean, I, uh, I never really lost anyone close to me before, at least not anyone I remember. 

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[thequarterback]

good. because i dont

[Then, sent almost immediately afterward]

im not sorry for the way i acted toward you or anything i said to you. i dont think ill ever really be okay with you because of what you did to kurt. you screwed up. but you dont need me to tell you that.

but what happened to rachel... look youre someone i know from back home and youre someone who i actually used to think of as a friend. avoiding you and stuff just doesnt seem worth it right now

[mediumdrip]

If you ever need to just hang out and have a distraction I'm sure Chuck wouldn't mind you coming by.

We have video games.

[thequarterback]

thanks. ill keep it in mind. and hey if you need anything...

just don't hurt kurt again.

[mediumdrip]

I'm really, really, really trying not to.

I know how much I messed up, I promise.

I'm really glad that you're here to help him. This place has been really hard on him.

[thequarterback]

yeah it has been. hes been telling me some of the things that happened since he first showed up here

[mediumdrip]

What did he tell you?

There's been a lot.

[thequarterback]

he told me that the two of you died. that he was in jail. he sort of explained his powers to me.

i dont know but there was enough. he wasnt exactly offering up information without me asking for it first so we probably didnt even cover half of it.

[mediumdrip]

He's not really good at opening up back home, now you add all the messed up things this place has done to him it's going to be worse.

If you have any questions, I can try to answer them. There might be some stuff I think he wants to keep private, but otherwise I can try to help make sense of what's happened.


[Talking about Kurt is somehow less painful that talking about Rachel right now. At least with Kurt they can do more than sit around and wait.]

[thequarterback]

kurt always seemed okay talking with me back home [Though Finn was always too wrapped up in his own problems back home to really notice that Kurt wasn't really telling him anything important]

i wouldnt even know where to start asking

[Talking about Kurt is definitely better than talking about Rachel. For him, at least]

[mediumdrip]

You could start by making him some warm milk?