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[This is voice-only for once because he's a wreck right now, honestly, and even the lack of video doesn't fully disguise that. He sounds shaky, still recovering from a shock, and it's only worse that now he's gone almost 48 hours without a bump to pull him through the stress.]

H-Hey, um... Sam, I'm so sorry. I forgot to call last night. I'm gonna be out, like um, for the month? If you wanna fire me, that's cool. I get it.

And, like, don't got a lotta time so I'm just gonna say it all here for anybody who's looking for me: I ain't at home. I think most of you guys know I'm an addict. I was in recovery, I relapsed, and now I'm in rehab. They don't want me leaving for two weeks at least, so you won't be seeing me around. Just don't worry. I didn't disappear or anything.

Um... You need anything, Lisbeth's still at my place. She can handle all my business. And I got my NV, but it's turned off a lot 'cause I'm in meetings and all that. So... yeah.

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That's great, Jesse. I'm glad you could get this far.

Yeah, thanks.

[Not that he sounds particularly proud of himself.]

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Don't worry about the house. Everything will be in place when you get out.

Sorry you gotta deal with it.

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[ Katniss thinks of the morphlings in training, how they spent the entire time painting each other... Addicted to the numbness they were afforded. ]

I - [ She's really bad at this sort of stuff. ] - hope you feel better soon.

[He's pretty bad at dealing with it, himself.]

Thanks. Yeah. I definitely will, you know. It's just a process.

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Good. I'm glad.

[It's hard to see him hurting.]

Can you get visitors?

You don't, um... You don't wanna see me go through this. I won't be in here that long, anyway.

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You want to go see him?!

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Will you be okay?

Oh - yeah, yeah don't worry. That's the whole point.

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What's rehab...? Are you gonna be oay, Jesse?

Rehab's like... It's a place for -

Well, it's like I got this sickness. And it makes me wanna do things that're bad for me. So rehab's where people like me go when they wanna change what they're doing. So they stop hurting themselves.

So... Yeah, I'm gonna be fine. Don't worry.

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I knew you were lying about that.

[And then, not as harshly:]

...Someone's taking care of Lisbeth-san and the bird, right?

I wasn't lying. I was clean.

Lisbeth's taking care of Lisbeth and the bird.

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Rehab can be such a difficult thing to go through. I do wish you the best of luck, Jesse.

Yeah... Thanks. I'll be alright.

Good.

[Fuck you, John.]

Yeah.

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So Merlotte's is down a DJ again, huh?

...a month?

Does it really take a whole month of your life up, to stop taking drugs?

Yeah, I guess...

Um, it depends on the drug. And who you are. I mean, it takes more than a month. It takes forever, kind of. But withdrawal lasts a few weeks, yeah, so you get pretty sick for a while.

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Do what you gotta do, yo.

That's the plan.

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Hey, good for you, dude. Hope it works out.

[NOT SURE IF SINCERE, BUT -]

Yeah, man. Thanks.

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Looks like there is common sense around this place. Good luck. Go and make self-control your bitch.

This place is in some trouble if I'm the gold standard of common sense.

[But look, self-awareness is the first step.]

Thanks, anyway.

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[Gus's voice is as even as ever, but there are clearly some mixed emotions in there: disappointment, for one.]

Jesse...

[...but a little warmth, too, all the same. Something familiar.]

It's good that you're fixing this.

[Shit, he was dreading this. He takes a moment to collect himself before responding.]

I'm sorry I lied. About being clean. I mean, I was clean for a while and then some stuff happened and then I meant to get back into the program but... I mean, yeah. I'm committed to it now. So...

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