sirenspull | [Video] [Unimpressed]

[The video clicks on. As usual, Eric's expression is sour. He looks like he's slept badly, and has been for a while.]

I won't deny I've been complaining. Why would I?

[He runs his hand over his hair, an exasperated gesture.]

You'd have to be insane to say I don't have a reason to. First, I find myself here. Then, I move in with my coworkers. Which, by the way, listening to people have sex isn't in the least bit erotic. It's merely annoying, especially when you're trying to sleep on a couch.

We haven't had enough clients or made enough money for me to get my own place. So, I'm a greeter now. So, I get to wander around an empty baseball field like an idiot. We haven't had anyone new since the last wave.

Now, the apartments, the main reason I took this damn job, still aren't rebuilt. So, now I get to scope out the field and STILL put up with my coworkers.

I say this with full knowledge that nobody gives a crap, by the way. I just thought maybe saying would help.

It doesn't.

[Clicks off.]

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You are disrespecting him. He would not want this, what you're doing right now. That is not what he wants, and it's not what he wants for you. So yes. You are disrespecting what he wants and what he stands for.

[Eric looks angry for a moment, then relents, changing to merely look somber.]

If he despises me... if he doesn't want me by his side anymore... I won't blame him. But, he'll still live.

[Nods.] That's the choice you need to make. Do you help him live without you, or spend his last few moments with you?

[At the phrase 'Last Few Moments' Eric winces hard.]

Shut up!

No. You're being a selfish little kid, and you need to understand that that is not right.

We've had this conversation before too. I corrupt and degrade my own soul for him, and yet I am selfish. I'd laugh if the joke weren't so perverse.

It's really not a joke. I hope while you're here, you can learn what to do. But if not, then it's going to be very hard for you in the future.

I already know what to do. And there's not a way that is easy, either way.

I know I can't change your mind, but I do wish I could.

Change my mind from what?

[She shakes her head and signs off.]

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