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[Mary looks... well, alive, which is a bonus, but also frazzled and exhausted, with pale skin, dark circles under her eyes, lips chapped, hair falling out of her ponytail.

But more than that, she looks haunted.]

I'm back. I'm alive. [Her lips press together in a thin line. She bows her head and talks to her knees.] No thanks to those monsters.

I don't know if anyone else made it out... there were no- [sniffing hard to avoid tearing up.] -shelters. Nothing Darkness proofed. [Head still bowed tightly.] I don't know if any of those people I fought with made it out alive, but if they didn't, I'm going to tell you all right now.

[She finally looks up, eyes welling now with tears she refuses to cry.]

They hunted us. They bound us, put collars on us, they put us in cages. They chased us and hunted us down like we were fucking dogs and we couldn't-

[she claps a hand over her mouth, breathing hard to rein in her emotions. When she opens her eyes again, there's something chilling and deadened in her eyes.]

When I died at home- the first time, before I came here... it was a demon. A demon pinned me to the ceiling and burned me alive in my baby's nursery, and I didn't feel as violated as I did those two days. In that cage. [She shakes her head intently, looking away.] Those monsters kidnapped children. They wanted to see every one of us die like dumb fucking animals.

I wonder what would happen if I prayed for them. [There's a weird look in her eyes. Something you wouldn't leave your children alone with.] It's the Christian thing to do.

Would I get their souls into Heaven, or their heads on a plate?

[With a last ugly look at the NV, she turns the ~~public~~ feed off.]

[Private to Jinx]

I found a plus one.

[Private to the angels]

Did you hear my prayer? [The one she whispered as she lay dying.] Please, tell me none of you- tell me you didn't go there. Please.

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[Does an angel need to return the favor of holding someone when they cry? Because he will.]

I know of their ability to take our powers, Mary. If we had come they would have had more people - if I had come and been captured then they wouldn't have lived to see another hour.

[Because Lucifer would have destroyed the entire island, he's sure of that.]

It wasn't just Voiding, it was... torture.

The um... the monster who killed me. He could control you like a puppet.

They didn't just wanna kill us. They were trying to beat us.

[Softly.]

I couldn't let that happen to you.

I'm well-aware of what these people will do, Mary. They will even go so far as to try to clone an archangel for the power and pleasure. It's why I burned down every last inch of the building.

[The first person outside of his family who didn't ask for details that he's telling this too.]

Mary I know you were trying to protect us but I'm capable of things you aren't aware of. [If the area isn't Voided then Michael could kill the man before he even blinked an eye in the angel's direction.]

You don't know them. It wasn't a company. It was some group of psychopaths with a fetish, okay? Don't tell me that you know when I know you haven't gone looking.

[Someone's e d g y. She'll ask about that clone thing and the burning later when her brain comes back.]

But what if they were too? What if trying to get in set off those collars they put on us and killed us?

I know human beings. I know what they're capable of doing. [He was there the day they were Created up until the day he got pulled, he knows very well what humans can be like.

Really Mary, you just shouldn't ever be left alone. He smiles despite her clearly shaken and vicious behavior.]

Honestly, you think I would rush in without thinking or learning everything I can about the situation?

I don't know. If that rain of fire was you, then- maybe.

[Shrugs like it's nbd anymore even though it is. He's still angry but does he regret it? Nope not at all.]

What can I say, I didn't take the news that they were trying to clone one of my siblings very well. Everything just had to go so they couldn't salvage anything.

I don't blame you.

[She's not really internalizing the "wtf cloning angels wtf" part, more letting it wash over her as she stares at Michael a little intensely.]

But I've seen what happens when angels get angry. I can't apologize for trying to protect you. I won't.

And you shouldn't. I could have ignored your prayer and done it anyway, which I almost did as I promised your husband that I would search for you.

[He had a little while to look before the prayer came through. But Mary's prayer had come through and the angel did like her over John so...]

I'm glad you didn't.

[Then, an admission.]

Someone has to be able to protect my family if I'm not here to do it.

[So at least 10% of it wasn't entirely altruistic. The secondary admission is that she trusts Michael to do that, if only for her sake.]

You would have returned and if your family hadn't found you then I might have resumed my search, but it might not have been a good idea to return your body to them.

[He stares at her for a moment.]

I'm not sure they'd want my protection.

[John admitting he appreciated the help was a surprise.]

I know, but...

I don't care.

[w e l p.]

[Shaking his head.]

You Winchesters are troublesome. Going behind each others backs to ensure their safety.

You wouldn't do the same?

Sometimes there's no point in going behind their backs because some of them don't care and wouldn't believe the truth that I wanted to protect them in the first place. Planning an Apocalypse without them knowing kind of breeds mistrust. And you try pulling the wool over your Father's eyes when He can know anything He wants to.

[There's a pause.] But for Lucifer and Gabriel I would. [One would definitely try to come for him and maybe the other would too.]

Well.

There you are.

I don't care if there's no point in getting them to trust you- or me. [Because arguing about Mary's choice in protectors- that's doubting her too, as far as she can tell.] People don't always know what's best for them.

What if you had the complete and utter trust in an entire army of family and you led them astray? For thousands of years?

[This would normally be a fantastic conversation for her to have. Normally, she'd dive right in and be engaged and an ear to listen and a shoulder to lean on.

Normally.

Now, she furrows her brow in thought for a moment before collapsing slightly on the couch like her puppet strings were just cut.]

I don't know, Michael. I don't know.

[Good, it's kind of the reaction he wanted. She's too wound up and Mary needs rest. This is the best he can do without showing up and putting her to sleep.]

Go rest, Mary. You can bring everyone together when you've recovered a little more.

[She nods tiredly, looking ready to cry.]

Yeah... yeah, okay.

[He'd go to her and hold Mary and let the woman cry on her but he knows John will probably be home soon.]

Let your family take care of you. They were very worried.

[It's only because she feels so safe with Michael, and because he's so very separate from her family, that she can curl in on herself and say what she says next.]

But they didn't find me.

[Irrational? Yes. And she knows it. Something about Michael makes it so hard to lie or even hide the dark, mean little thoughts she normally stows away.]

[He will stay on the line all night if it makes her feel better.]

They looked. They wouldn't have stopped looking.

[There's so much wrong with their family, maybe as much as there is with his own but maybe this is something he can soothe at least.]

[She wants to keep talking. She wants to cry. She wants to. But somehow, through it all, it just won't happen. Something inside her refuses to let go. Reacting like that would make it real.

So instead Mary tightens up, stiffening visibly.]

Thank you for your help, Michael. Happy fourth of July.

[Click.]

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