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sirenspull2012-07-01 09:20 pm
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I am over one hundred years old, imperial absolute. I have missed people before, been made briefly sad by my Mistresses's absences. But I have never mourned before.
I am stuck in feedback loops. Statistically, she will probably return in a tiny fraction of the time that typically passed between my Mistress's visits. But she may not. I cannot seem to resolve any of my routines considering the matter, and given how many of them are occupied with precisely that - I find my functions somewhat strained.
Is this how grief feels for everyone? How do you handle it?
I am stuck in feedback loops. Statistically, she will probably return in a tiny fraction of the time that typically passed between my Mistress's visits. But she may not. I cannot seem to resolve any of my routines considering the matter, and given how many of them are occupied with precisely that - I find my functions somewhat strained.
Is this how grief feels for everyone? How do you handle it?
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[She really doesn't, but she'll go with it.]
It's nice to meet you...do you have a name?
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In any case...I'm sorry you're sad, House.