motioned: (don't know what for!)
Ahiru ([personal profile] motioned) wrote in [community profile] sirenspull2012-11-02 12:42 am

forty second dance | video; tiny bit forward dated to midmorning!

[The face on the screen, when first she appears, looks a bit somber.]

I guess the longer you live here, the longer you learn to expect the unexpected, huh? But even then, I didn't think - I mean, Halloween passed, so I thought maybe nothing awful would happen. I've lived here for two years and it still catches me off guard, things like that. I just hope it wasn't anyone with powers behind it. If it was, they should be ashamed of themselves. But that's not what I wanted to talk about, even though I'm really sorry to anyone who saw things that hurt them.

[But then her expression brightens considerably.]

I wanted to talk about, um, being here so long, but it's not as self centered as it sounds, I promise - I guess I just wanted to thank everyone. I think I might have said already, but it's been two years today, and even though the first few months I hated it and just wanted to go home, I think I wouldn't be the same person I am now if I hadn't come here. Not just a different person, but not as good of a person, either. I mean, I've learned so much, and so many people have helped me learn that stuff, both stuff about me and stuff about life, and I wouldn't trade that for the world. Maybe not for any world. I can't help but feel like this is my home. I've met so many people, so many amazing people, people I think of as family who I would never have even known about otherwise. And a lot of them aren't here anymore, some of the best people I've ever met, but I would much rather have known them and lost them than the alternative, you know?

[Her voice gets a bit thick, though it's not in the least unhappy, and she has to pause for a moment to recollect herself.]

So I guess, just - even though horrible things can happen here and things can get very bad, and everything seems dark, I just hope everyone here can find as much light in this island as I've been able to. But I know not everyone's as lucky as me, and I know there are people who have been through things I can't even imagine, so... I'm not the best with technology, but I guess since I'm saying this to everyone, you can all tell what my NV number is, so if everything gets to be too much - there's always someone you can talk to, even if I don't know you.

[Filtered to Fakir]
I need to talk to you.

[Filtered to Gilbert]
Are you busy?
pullsheavendown: (※ know that you just don't know)

[personal profile] pullsheavendown 2012-11-08 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
I kind of realized on my own. Like I said—I guess I just needed time.
pullsheavendown: (※ all the space between)

[personal profile] pullsheavendown 2012-11-08 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I did learn some new stuff about what happens back in my world...in my future. It made me think about a few things. But I think it was coming for a long time anyway.
pullsheavendown: (※ confusion creeps inside)

[personal profile] pullsheavendown 2012-11-10 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
Some stuff I didn't really want to know, but...it turned out there was more to it anyway. It's kind of complicated.
pullsheavendown: (※ tired of wasting time)

[personal profile] pullsheavendown 2012-11-10 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
A friend of mine...died, except he didn't really, he just thought he did...sort of.
pullsheavendown: (※ lost in thought)

[personal profile] pullsheavendown 2012-11-10 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
He was sure, at the time. Then he went home again and he was wrong.
pullsheavendown: (※ everything i have and more)

just blame Kingdom Hearts Ahiru

[personal profile] pullsheavendown 2012-11-10 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
I told you it was complicated.
pullsheavendown: (※ always in this twilight)

everyone does

[personal profile] pullsheavendown 2012-11-10 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
Me, too. And I don't know if I would have figured any of this stuff out if I hadn't come here and learn more, about myself and everyone else.
pullsheavendown: (※ light will guide you home)

[personal profile] pullsheavendown 2012-11-10 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
Silly. You don't have to cry.
pullsheavendown: (※ barely breathing)

[personal profile] pullsheavendown 2012-11-10 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't really want to know more about the future than I already did. And I didn't want to know about anything bad happening. But I guess not everything that happens is bad.
pullsheavendown: (※ into the sunset)

[personal profile] pullsheavendown 2012-11-10 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
I just didn't. Not when my future is here.
pullsheavendown: (※ plan on sleeping in)

[personal profile] pullsheavendown 2012-11-10 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
I knew some things, just not everything.
pullsheavendown: (※ stretching every nerve)

[personal profile] pullsheavendown 2012-11-10 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
Ahiru, I was fine with it.

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