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Aoko Nakamori ([personal profile] whitefeathered) wrote in [community profile] sirenspull2012-10-23 07:13 pm

005 Tracking

So . . . if you work for the companies, are you going to do what they say?


Locked to Ahiru, Gilbert, Kaito, and probably Joe.

I know almost none of you like me working for them anyway, and I don't really either, but . . . right now I really want to keep my job. But if I affiliate, then what? Especially if I want to get out later?

I don't like the tracking. I don't even know if I could pass a "loyalty screening," whatever that is.

I'm worried. But I have to figure out what to do fast.
motioned: (but who cares? no big deal!)

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[personal profile] motioned 2012-10-24 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
They are, but things have gotten better, and they're still getting better. You don't have to be in danger.
motioned: (bugler's dream.)

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[personal profile] motioned 2012-10-24 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
What? Don't apologize, you were just trying to do the best thing!
motioned: (you want thingamabobs? i've got twenty!)

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[personal profile] motioned 2012-10-26 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
I know what you mean, but... I think you're probably a better judge of that kind of thing than you're giving yourself credit for, Aoko.
motioned: (bugler's dream.)

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[personal profile] motioned 2012-10-26 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Why can't you do the right thing?

No, I haven't.
motioned: (ever a surprise)

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[personal profile] motioned 2012-10-26 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Well... I think that depends on how sick she is.
motioned: (what's a fire¸ and why does it)

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[personal profile] motioned 2012-10-26 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Then of course he should. I mean, stealing is better than letting someone die.
motioned: (so this is love)

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[personal profile] motioned 2012-10-26 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
If it were me, I'd rather save the person I love, even if it meant me going to jail.
motioned: (bugler's dream.)

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[personal profile] motioned 2012-10-27 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
How could I live with myself if I knew I could have saved them and didn't?
motioned: (coming for me)

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[personal profile] motioned 2012-10-27 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
[She pauses, a bit surprised herself.]

Me? For what?
motioned: (bugler's dream.)

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[personal profile] motioned 2012-10-27 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
Oh my gosh, don't say that! I'm sure he would be proud of you... You're a really amazing person, Aoko.
motioned: (what's a fire¸ and why does it)

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[personal profile] motioned 2012-10-27 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
I think it's harder to see the good things in yourself than it is to see the good things in other people. I hope someday you can be proud of you all the time. I think you deserve it.
motioned: (hallelujah chorus.)

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[personal profile] motioned 2012-10-27 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
[Though Aoko can't see the smile, it's evident enough in her voice.]

I am. But it took a really long time for me to get there, so... I know how hard it is. But I know you can get there, too, and I bet all your friends want to help you just as much as I do.