text; Wednesday afternoon

[momchester]

Three things.

1: If anybody has experience dealing with the school system here, I'd love to talk to you. I'm trying to get started on enrolling a child for September, and any help or advice would be so appreciated. It's a real hassle.

2: Sam Winchester has left the island. I won't say he's gone, because he was gone a long time ago.

3: Does anybody have the power to turn a cat blue? Without dyes or hurting the cat, please.

[Anyone looking for her at her apartment won't find her there.]

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[ofthursday]

[Castiel hadn't felt Sam leave, because his presence had been hidden to him while he was on the island. So it's a surprise to see this, and one he's not sure how to feel about; on one hand, so much is and was left unfixed. So much had changed. But on the other, Sam is at home now, and he's free of everything that had happened here.

There's both a sense of loss and a sense of relief that the hunter is gone.]

Perhaps if he returns again, you will have the chance to truly get to know him. Until then, he is where he should be.

[Video--Private]

[momchester]

[Cas is one of the few people that'll get her actual face. She's already staving off getting choked up.]

I know.

[She feels that same sense of loss and relief.]

That's the only thing keeping me afloat.

[Video--Private]

[ofthursday]

As he's no longer here, if you would ever like to see them, I can show you some of my memories of time with him at home.

[Since it wouldn't be breaching privacy or anything with Sam no longer present, and maybe it would help Mary to see, not just hear stories, of what he knows Sam to be like.]

[Video--Private]

[momchester]

[She gives him a look like he just threw her a life line.]

Really? You could do that?

[Video--Private]

[ofthursday]

Of course. Either waking or in a dream.

[And he can't read expressions that well, but he still gets that one loud and clear, and he's glad that maybe this will indeed help.]

[Video--Private]

[momchester]

That... that sounds perfect.

But.

[She shakes her head a little uncertainly.]

I don't know about now.

[Video--Private]

[ofthursday]

Of course. It can be at any time.

[He doesn't really want to see anyone himself at the moment either.]

[momchester]

I'll take you up on that, then.

Don't blame yourself for anything, okay?

[ofthursday]

[He pauses at that and glances away for a moment, remembering his dream while he'd been sick, and what he'd been told by either his own subconscious or something much greater; he still isn't sure.]

I will attempt not to.

[He can't say he won't, but he'll try.]

[momchester]

Good. It wasn't your fault, not more than anyone else's.