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[mediumdrip]

Kurt and i went to hospital together.

Now cant find him. so many people here. dont know where he is. tought hed be next me.

cant get up to look.

anyone seen him/



[ooc; Blaine is pretty bad, so all typos in post and comments are IC. Also, Blaine wouldn't be replying as quickly as I do, so there will be lots of notes about time stamps in subject lines. If you want to do some action threads for character you might be sick or tending the sick? Blaine's been put in quarantine and will be pretty sick, but I'm always up for action threads.]

Comments

[theshortestbird]

That means you can't let yourself sink any deeper.

[mediumdrip]

[Instead of replying right away, Blaine pulls the NV away from his mouth so that he can cough.]

When Kurt comes back.

He was right here. I don't know where he went...

[theshortestbird]

[His voice is soft again.]

I don't know where he is. I'm sure... I'm sure he'll come back. He'll be back.

[mediumdrip]

Yeahh...

He has to be. I can't do this without him.

[theshortestbird]

Yes, you can. You have to. When he comes back, you can't show him what you've become if you're dead.

[mediumdrip]

Hnn. Tim...

You're right. I... I just want to get better.

[theshortestbird]

Then forgive yourself. It's not your fault. None of what happened is completely your fault. The situation... it only brought to light the problems that were already there.

[mediumdrip]

It's ... it's not that easy.

[theshortestbird]

I know it's not. But you'll die if you don't.

[mediumdrip]

What about you?

[theshortestbird]

...I don't know.

[mediumdrip]

You can't die either...

[theshortestbird]

Maybe the world would be better without me. People wouldn't get hurt anymore.

[mediumdrip]

[Blaine makes a soft sound]

My world would suck without you.

[theshortestbird]

[That gets him to shut up for a second.]

...Really? [He doesn't like showing insecurities. But the fact that he even had to ask Conner for help, because he was so sick, really did hit it all home.]

[mediumdrip]

You're my friend. Of... of course it would.

[theshortestbird]

If we go by probability, there's a higher one when it comes to the people who will get hurt because I'm around. If I was gone, it significantly becomes lower.

[mediumdrip]

I'd miss you.

[theshortestbird]

You're not making this very easy, you know. [A hacking laugh tells that he's joking. It does make him feel better, though. And he knows Kon would miss him, too.]

[mediumdrip]

Why do you think that anyway? It's stupid.

[theshortestbird]

I just don't want anymore deaths on my conscious. I don't know if I could handle any more.

[mediumdrip]

I mean the other part. Why do you think you're making people die?

[theshortestbird]

It's like a curse. I'm a jinx.

[mediumdrip]

No, you're not.

[theshortestbird]

I am. I can't keep anyone alive.