He wished to open Purgatory. [She spread her hands in a helpless gesture; sorry about the feed being skewed a bit as she does.] Raphael was trying to restart the Apocalypse. Neither Castiel or I wanted that. Many of us didn't.

[A pause and she shakes her head.] Opening Purgatory would only make things worse. He wouldn't listen to me. I didn't know what else I could do.

[Again... sorry, Castiel. What are secrets?]