sirenspull | 007

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007 | Voice

[The feed clicks on, but it takes a moment or two to actually speak. It's a lot to try and get this out.]

I know it means nothing to apologize for my actions, but I feel I must. My actions were forced, but it was I who could not control myself. I am sorry to defile the name of vampire for others here in the Port. I am also gravely sorrowful for the victims and their families.

It does little to say these words, and I know what I have done.

[The next section is spoken in an ancient Swedish dialect.]

I am most sorry to you, Childe. I never meant to be a burden on you.

[Locked to Lucifer]

I believe after the last events I can no longer work for you, limited mobility and all.

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I'll come get you.

[He doesn't feel guilt. He's not really sure what he is feeling, though.]

If I had another thousand years to waste on resentment, I still would not hasten to it. Our kind will hold their grudges until the end of time, but it is not you who burdens me.

Keep away from fallen angels, Godric.

Godric --

[She's been worried.]

How are you feeling?

You and I are different then. I regret deepy all that I have done. [Including things back home.]

He is now the only one who can protect me. I am still wanted. I do not wish to have them restrain me. Death would have been better.

How do you think I am feeling?

Do you know where I am?

I know that. [Lucifer didn't listen at all.] If you need to talk...

What is there to say? I acted on impulse and had no restrain.

What is going on with you vampires and losing your shit?

[He is unamused. It's not Godric's fault, of course, but this is the second time he's hearing about a vampire not being their docile selves.]

It was actions out of our control.

That's not an answer, that's what guilty guys on cop shows say.

We had parts of ourselves removed.

[That gives him pause. That's another thing he heard about Angelus. Angel. Whatever.]

So who thought it would be funny to unleash you assholes on the town? It's not like our monster quota isn't filled up enough already.

[Sensitivity? What is that?]

I regret what you have done. Don't get me wrong, Godric, I am angry with you, but I have room in my heart for only one grudge, one revenge.

You would seek protection from someone who inflicted this on you? I have an option for you, Godric. Go to sleep. Put yourself beneath the ground and stay there, in purgatorium of your own making.

[ He used the Latin, rather than the swedish translation 'skärseld', because it was literally Roman Catholic purgatory he referenced, as though to say 'Better purgatory than hell.' ]

I will not put you in the middle. I shall not be back to Fangtasia.

I do not believe it was a joke. [His jaw is tight and his eyes are pointed downwards.]

You didn't have a restrain as you do now.

Do you hear me laughing?

So that is your solution again. Abandon me.

A hint would be nice.

I am in an abandoned wearhouse near the peers.

I am trying to protect you.

I never intended this to happen.

Is that supposed to make things better?

In cast it isn't already glaringly obvious, I don't care about how bad you feel. Do your confession or whatever on your own time.

Who took the leash off of you?

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