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sirenspull2013-01-18 09:45 pm
ofthursday) wrote in sirenspull2013-01-18 09:45 pm
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16 [Video]
[When the video comes on, Castiel looks composed, neutral, even. He maintains that appearance well enough until he tries to actually address the feed, but his words catch in his throat and he looks down, off to the side, then seemingly gathers his courage and looks at the screen once again.]
I remember now, what happened. What I did.
[And a pause, as he tries to sort out what he's intending to say, before he speaks again.]
Anyone who... Anyone who wants an explanation--what one there is--need only ask. And I'm...
[He doesn't normally lose his sentences so often, but his concentration is on trying to keep his voice and composure steady, and so he's losing his ability to string his thoughts together.
At least, that's what he's hoping is his problem.
Again, he's quiet for a short time, closing his eyes briefly and then opening them again, taking a deep breath and speaking one more time before shutting off the feed.]
I'm sorry. For everything.
I remember now, what happened. What I did.
[And a pause, as he tries to sort out what he's intending to say, before he speaks again.]
Anyone who... Anyone who wants an explanation--what one there is--need only ask. And I'm...
[He doesn't normally lose his sentences so often, but his concentration is on trying to keep his voice and composure steady, and so he's losing his ability to string his thoughts together.
At least, that's what he's hoping is his problem.
Again, he's quiet for a short time, closing his eyes briefly and then opening them again, taking a deep breath and speaking one more time before shutting off the feed.]
I'm sorry. For everything.