"So I am not the first strange girl you took home?" Eponine chuckles again; it's somehow easier than crying - but then he adds on about not needing to deal with things alone and it feels like she's been punched all over again, because she is always alone. So she looks away.
"It's nothing. It is not such a problem - AGI and, you know? It is just... I was stupid. I should have known that he was lying to me. Why would he love me? He knew I stole from him - people. He knew where I worked. Yosuke, I am stupid, no?"
She wipes her cheeks, ashamed of the tears staining them.
"And that man - that Enjolras - after what I have done - he does not want the help of a girl such as me They spoke as if I was not there, as if I don't matter. Yosuke, I am SICK of the rich people here. I am SICK of being ordered and bossed and yelled at. I am fed up of the monsters at night. I just want to go outside and see the stars. I am FED UP of pretending to be grateful for Hattie's cast offs and M'sieur Gold's work. I wish I were in Paris. There at least, I'd be dead soon enough."
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"It's nothing. It is not such a problem - AGI and, you know? It is just... I was stupid. I should have known that he was lying to me. Why would he love me? He knew I stole from him - people. He knew where I worked. Yosuke, I am stupid, no?"
She wipes her cheeks, ashamed of the tears staining them.
"And that man - that Enjolras - after what I have done - he does not want the help of a girl such as me They spoke as if I was not there, as if I don't matter. Yosuke, I am SICK of the rich people here. I am SICK of being ordered and bossed and yelled at. I am fed up of the monsters at night. I just want to go outside and see the stars. I am FED UP of pretending to be grateful for Hattie's cast offs and M'sieur Gold's work. I wish I were in Paris. There at least, I'd be dead soon enough."