[It sounds like a joke. A really, really sick joke, but if there are angels (and Nill has seen them, knows they're real because Castiel healed her not long before he lost his mind) then there must be something like a God out there, too.
Except, that's ridiculous. It's awful and cruel, because how can God exist and every single world she's been in still be so awful? How could he let things like she's seen happen?]
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[It sounds like a joke. A really, really sick joke, but if there are angels (and Nill has seen them, knows they're real because Castiel healed her not long before he lost his mind) then there must be something like a God out there, too.
Except, that's ridiculous. It's awful and cruel, because how can God exist and every single world she's been in still be so awful? How could he let things like she's seen happen?]
If God is really here, then he's a joke.