—I mean, I had love, I didn't need anyone else's love because I had... my - my brother.
[For a moment, he stops talking, because he hasn't mentioned Luca very much at all since his little brother left the Port. It's easier that way. But,]
And that was most important. But little kids like that, they get hungry. Ciel's parents could feed him better than I could feed... my brother.
[He clears his throat.]
So I'm jealous. I'm not saying it's bad you're jealous, but that doesn't mean you should act shitty to him about it like you always do. Maybe Ciel never sold anything precious, or maybe he did, but it's not like it's any of your fucking business and I always want to hit you when I hear it. You didn't expect it, right? That I spent a lot of time sleeping in hay and swiping old bread? So I bet you don't know all about him, either.
[Of course he'd turn this into a crusade about Ciel. He makes an exasperated noise, and rubs his hand over his face before he continues again.]
Anyway, the point is I know what I'm talking about. There's plenty of ways for you to make it if you're willing to go through with them. So long as you'd rather some dinner over honor.
voice.
—I mean, I had love, I didn't need anyone else's love because I had... my - my brother.
[For a moment, he stops talking, because he hasn't mentioned Luca very much at all since his little brother left the Port. It's easier that way. But,]
And that was most important. But little kids like that, they get hungry. Ciel's parents could feed him better than I could feed... my brother.
[He clears his throat.]
So I'm jealous. I'm not saying it's bad you're jealous, but that doesn't mean you should act shitty to him about it like you always do. Maybe Ciel never sold anything precious, or maybe he did, but it's not like it's any of your fucking business and I always want to hit you when I hear it. You didn't expect it, right? That I spent a lot of time sleeping in hay and swiping old bread? So I bet you don't know all about him, either.
[Of course he'd turn this into a crusade about Ciel. He makes an exasperated noise, and rubs his hand over his face before he continues again.]
Anyway, the point is I know what I'm talking about. There's plenty of ways for you to make it if you're willing to go through with them. So long as you'd rather some dinner over honor.