I guess I don't believe that -- that fate can be controlled. Because if everyone has free will and everyone's trying to just live and make their own choices . . . there are things you're never going to be able to predict that's going to affect you. You can only make your own choices and hope you don't really mess up.

I really messed up. I could be okay with that if . . . it wasn't hurting everyone else. If I didn't keep messing up.

Kaito doesn't want me to believe that either -- that I messed up. But either way, it's not going to change what's going on. I can't keep hurting people.