I'm already so ugly inside, I can't stay here and see what I'll transform into. If I were good, I'm sure I could find a way to stay, but I've never really been a good person.
[There are tears in his eyes. They slide down his always-just-slightly-chubby cheeks.]
The really stupid thing is I knew this is exactly what would happen. That I would not be enough and I would get hurt. But I'd never felt this way for anyone so I couldn't resist at least trying, and imagining for a little while that things were different than they are.
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I'm already so ugly inside, I can't stay here and see what I'll transform into. If I were good, I'm sure I could find a way to stay, but I've never really been a good person.
[There are tears in his eyes. They slide down his always-just-slightly-chubby cheeks.]
The really stupid thing is I knew this is exactly what would happen. That I would not be enough and I would get hurt. But I'd never felt this way for anyone so I couldn't resist at least trying, and imagining for a little while that things were different than they are.