[He swallows dryly.] I'm...afraid. I don't want to put more stress on myself, since--since I know how I get when I'm stressed, and now that we're going to be living together again, I just... [He looks up at Blaine.]
What if I lash out? Or--or can't spend enough time with you? I can't risk us falling apart again, Blaine. My heart can't take it.
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[He swallows dryly.] I'm...afraid. I don't want to put more stress on myself, since--since I know how I get when I'm stressed, and now that we're going to be living together again, I just... [He looks up at Blaine.]
What if I lash out? Or--or can't spend enough time with you? I can't risk us falling apart again, Blaine. My heart can't take it.