I remember enough to know that you have a lot to apologize for, but you know what else I remember? My first day here, when you were the one who was there for me.
That- that wasn't an act, right? That was you. Heck, that was you feeling less "normal" than you do now. I've been t- terrified that it wasn't you. I thought oh my god, maybe I never really knew him at all. But. That can't be true.
Just hear me, okay? I've been trying to say it for ten minutes and you're not hearing me. You're not a monster. I don't remember what you said that upset me so much, but that doesn't matter. You're not a monster and I'm sorry for saying it. I love you.
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I remember enough.
I remember enough to know that you have a lot to apologize for, but you know what else I remember? My first day here, when you were the one who was there for me.
That- that wasn't an act, right? That was you. Heck, that was you feeling less "normal" than you do now. I've been t- terrified that it wasn't you. I thought oh my god, maybe I never really knew him at all. But. That can't be true.
Just hear me, okay? I've been trying to say it for ten minutes and you're not hearing me. You're not a monster. I don't remember what you said that upset me so much, but that doesn't matter. You're not a monster and I'm sorry for saying it. I love you.